Craving an adventour

This is how much I crave an adventour, and testament to a wild imagination. We live next door to a 100 year old Hotel. Growing up on a small island off Vancouver Island makes this a novelty for me. Sometimes I like to muse on how right next door is a Hotel that serves food in its restaurant. You just don't have experiences like that when you live in a tiny remote community. Anyways back to the craving adventour part (yes I like to spell adventour this way, seems more fitting, like you are really touring). I often find myself looking out my studio window where I get a glimpse of the back roof top of the Hotel. It is stucco with this terra cotta tile, and looks kind southwest. In fact it reminds me of a place in Flagstaff Arizona. I was thinking about all this as I looked at the tile roof and realized I so crave an adventour. Since I can't have a travel adventour right now, I decided to imagine I was in Flagstaff. It gives me a different perspective on things when I do this. After awhile I find it to difficult to keep up with the fantasy and then I work on accepting who I am and where I am right now. This is my life.